You have a terrible day.
Everything that can go wrong does.
And all of it could have been avoided if you prepared better. If you balanced your time. If after 40 years on earth you had gained
time management skills. So you tell yourself,
this is my rock bottom. I will never let
this happen again. I will get my sh%t
together and not ever have another day like this again.
And you will be better….for a little while. Maybe a day, hell maybe a whole month. But in the end, if you don’t make any big
changes you will fall into the same old patterns. Sure you’ll dodge a couple bullets. You’ll pull an all-nighter to prepare for your
presentation. Your class will get cancelled because of bad weather, giving you
another week to prepare. But it will
catch up to you eventually. It always
does.
At that point you’ll have that same conversation with
yourself. You’ll say never again but you’ll
remember that you’ve said this before.
You are angry at yourself. You can’t believe that it’s gotten this bad
again. So you feel sorry for yourself
for a day and you start again tomorrow.
Hoping that this time is the last time and you’ve truly learned your
lesson.
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